Trust??

What is trust?? Not trust funds but trust as in belief in someone or something. So what really is trust??

Trust is both and emotional and logical act. Emotionally, it is where you expose your vulnerabilities to people, but believing they will not take advantage of your openness. Logically, it is where you have assessed the probabilities of gain and loss, calculating expected utility based on hard performance data, and concluded that the person in question will behave in a predictable manner. In practice, trust is a bit of both.

So when is considered breach of trust?? When the person u trust is no longer truthful to u?? Or is there some actions which is unacceptable to you that u deem as breach of trust?? For me, breach of trust is when the person  i trusted the most done things which are highly unacceptable to me is what hurt most. I literally feel the heartache. But then again, friends told me its life. So what can i do with such a ‘life’?? Accept it? Change it? Or modify it?

I guess i can only learn to accept plus modify my mindset if i can do nothing to change the situation. This is what i call life sucks!!!

The new year

2010 approached at such a fast rate that 2009 has gone by without me realising it. This new year comes with happy and sad news. Happy because i have found a new job, though no more lazing around. Hee hee. Good thing is i will have salary in my bank every month w/out having to worry when my savings will be dry.. hahaha

Sad because something changed in a cousin’s family. I pity the kid involved. He is such a cheerful and hyper kid, not knowing what is happening at his age. How are the parents going to face him when he grow up? Though such situations are supposed to be common nowadays, when it happened to somebody close to you, i guess its still difficult to say ‘its common’. I wish for the best of all luck for the little kid, though not sure how much luck will he be given.

The only consolation is he is still young. In time to come, wish things will turn for the better and he doesnt have to know what he don’t need to know.

Coming to end of year

Year end is often a time to reflect what we had gone through the entire year. So what have i done this whole year?? And what have you done?? Anything impressive or just another boring year??

Lets see. The most impressive happening i can think of will be the number of times i have travelled this year. Been to china, vietnam, genting, taiwan and cruise on Star Virgo. Thats about all i have been to this year. Not impressive but enjoyable.  :p

Another big decision i have made will be to start my degree course. Some will say ‘so old le then take up degree course’. But to me, nothing is ever too old to take up, as late is better than never, right??

Oh ya, oops. I missed out quitting my job as one of the major decisions i have made this whole year. heee. Now, getting myself a job is a main priority too. :p

Year end is also a time to plan for the new year.  What do i intend next year?? First, to find a job if i havnt find it by this year. 2ndly, more travel plans!! Hee. I guess travelling is really a motivator for me in life. I will always look forward for a trip either with friends or family. The main reason maybe attributed by the size of singapore and the no. of things u can do here. The usual hangouts will be drinking, watching movies, having dinner, singing ktv, playing mahjong etc. After a while, i am starting to feel bored when having such events unless its a group gathering with friends i havnt been meeting.  3rdly, more studies to come. I should be able to graduate in 2011 is all goes well. So travel plans are to be made around the breaks in between modules. Hee. Already made plans to go Australia in Feb 2010 after i done with my spring module. :p

Wish next year will be a better year than this year. Yes, i know all people will wish for such things. Anyway, the most important thing apart from the things we have to do is to be HAPPY ALWAYS!! Always is ideal, as often as possible should be desirably attained!! I wish for happiness to bestowed to everyone i know including myself!!!! Hee.