Decision made

I have finally made a decision to leave my current company. My last day will be on 11th Nov 09. Since this job is the cause of all unhappiness, then maybe leaving it will do me good??

3rd and final assignment for these 2 modules have started. Deadline is 9Nov. Trying very hard to understand what the notes are trying to convey to me. I have difficulty understanding some quite technical stuff especially air transportation. I hope that i will be able to pass these 2 assignments and WALA!! i will be able to pass these modules!! hehehehe Not getting good grades, but just managed to pass.

After 9nov, I should be able to get a good rest as there will be no job cum assignment for the time being. However, took up Maritime Economics for the spring semester which is a short semester from Nov – Jan 2010. So there will still be assignments coming along.

As for job, will try to look for one along the way. Preference given to shipping-related jobs. If really unable to find, then maybe will consider getting a part time job to tide over bad times. My main concern is the monthly car installments and petrol. Other than that, the rest are quite manageable as i can cut down on eating out and going out.

For the rest and freedom i have chosen, i wish happiness for myself!!! :)

Will miracles happen to me??

Saw from my cousin’s blog:

“Miracles happen to those who believe in them.”
Bernard Berenson

True and not true to certain extent. Just believing doesn’t make miracles happen. It’s the actions done to make miracles happen. I wish i can just sit at home and wait for $$ to drop from the sky (it is a miracle!!). However, such things will never happen if you don’t work. No work = no $$.

Therefore, this sentence is questionable. However, we are not here to debate on such issues. HAHA

Recently, have been unhappy at work, felt that a lot of things are not smooth. Then again, life is never smooth sailing right?? But can i not have so much unsmooth things happening all at one time?? It sucking life from me. Now, i feel very unmotivated to go work, to do things, meet friends, shopping etc etc etc. Since when did i become like that?? Do i have a problem with coping?? That i have no answer myself.

I never thought that $$ will drop from the sky. Neither do i think that i should be rewarded without working. But can i be willful and stop working now?? I really feel very tired of such life now. I just want to rest for a while before i decide to charge again.

Men just slog their way at work the moment they stepped into working society. How many people can enjoy the luxury of resting between jobs?? Other than clearing leave from previous job and before starting the new one. I too do not have such luxury since a long time ago. Really feel like doing it now. Rest for a period then start searching. Next question: Can you afford to do so?? Cos no work = no $$, remember?? But just how much is considered enough?? For me, the most important thing is to be able to pay my monthly car instalment and petrol. If i have enough savings to tide me through the period which i rest, then i guess i can be willful w/out being a burden to anyone.