Day 8

Day 8: home sweet home day. However flight won't be till noon from
cairns to Darwin and will reach sg from Darwin at least aft 9plus at
nite.
Mixed feelings. Can't wait to go home but yet going home means reality
will set in, which will mean the nitemare I wanted to wake up badly
will just con'd. What can I do to make life easier other than asking
me to move on?What if moving on w/out him isn't how I wan my life to
be? What if I wanna move on but not w/out him? So frustrating! So
contradicting! And just so lost w/out him, kinda aimless too. Not the
goal-less kinda aimless, just quite lost in the sense that my life in
future is w/out a purpose.
Now at cairns airport after returning car. Waiting for bus to tranfer
us to the airport.
Reached airport. With only $4 left (yes, both of us add together), we
can only afford a piece of fish w/out chips. Hahaha. We spent all our
money today on pumping some more petrol and tats it.
Later at Darwin, we dun even have money to buy drinks. But it's ok, we
will be going for hotpot the moment i reached sg!! Looking forward to
it. Aft that, go hme bathe, rest and may have to mit up with a fren as
he is in need. Hope to have a good flight back.