Assignments – making me sad

I am struggling with my assignments now yet i cant help but thought of him. Hahahha.

He used to help me soooo much in my assignments. Giving me ideas, editing my languages, accompanying me at East Coast Mac whenever its nearing the submission date etc…

Now even if i am going to east coast mac, it will only be me alone. Feeling sad not becos i have to go thr alone (as i have done tat before), feeling sad cos he is not goin to be with me in all my future involvement in anything.

I think there isnt anything which i did don’t involve him in one way or the other, which precisely makes things so difficult for me when things ended. There are really alot of getting used to. I am trying quite hard, trying to divert all my attention used to think of him by going out alot with friends, arranging meet ups with friends i have not seen for long time (fulfilling my new year resolution).

However, whenever i reached home and being alone. The sadness will set in. I know i am pessimistic and emo, really trying hard to change all these. I REALLY NEED TIME!! And i dun appreciate pple ard me who only know how to FORCE you to get over, move on like its as easy as changing clothes.