Will miracles happen to me??

Saw from my cousin’s blog:

“Miracles happen to those who believe in them.”
Bernard Berenson

True and not true to certain extent. Just believing doesn’t make miracles happen. It’s the actions done to make miracles happen. I wish i can just sit at home and wait for $$ to drop from the sky (it is a miracle!!). However, such things will never happen if you don’t work. No work = no $$.

Therefore, this sentence is questionable. However, we are not here to debate on such issues. HAHA

Recently, have been unhappy at work, felt that a lot of things are not smooth. Then again, life is never smooth sailing right?? But can i not have so much unsmooth things happening all at one time?? It sucking life from me. Now, i feel very unmotivated to go work, to do things, meet friends, shopping etc etc etc. Since when did i become like that?? Do i have a problem with coping?? That i have no answer myself.

I never thought that $$ will drop from the sky. Neither do i think that i should be rewarded without working. But can i be willful and stop working now?? I really feel very tired of such life now. I just want to rest for a while before i decide to charge again.

Men just slog their way at work the moment they stepped into working society. How many people can enjoy the luxury of resting between jobs?? Other than clearing leave from previous job and before starting the new one. I too do not have such luxury since a long time ago. Really feel like doing it now. Rest for a period then start searching. Next question: Can you afford to do so?? Cos no work = no $$, remember?? But just how much is considered enough?? For me, the most important thing is to be able to pay my monthly car instalment and petrol. If i have enough savings to tide me through the period which i rest, then i guess i can be willful w/out being a burden to anyone.